Sisters
and Brothers in Christ,
Salaam
and grace in this Christmas season from our troubled Jerusalem.
It
was the priest Zechariah, filled with the Holy Spirit, who sang
these words of prophecy, praise, thanksgiving and hope. He sang
this song after he and his wife Elizabeth had experienced God’s
power in their lives, after they had been released from what
the Arabic language calls khaher. There is not an English word
that fully encompasses the meaning of khaher. The person who
is feeling khaher (pronounced KAH-her) is experiencing powerlessness,
humiliation, embarrassment, anger, shame, defeat, pain and sorrow
– all at the same time. It is an overwhelming emotion
which, each day, threatens to consume one’s life.
Why
would Zechariah and Elizabeth feel khaher? The gospel account
in Luke 1 tells their story. The couple is described as being
descendants of Israelite priests. They were “righteous
before God, living blamelessly according to all the commandments
and regulations of the Lord.” (Luke 1:6) But there was
a huge problem and sorrow in Zechariah and Elizabeth’s
lives. They had no children. Elizabeth was barren. To be childless
in the Jewish first century society in Palestine was the worst
thing that could happen to a couple. And not only was Elizabeth
barren, but the gospel story states that “both were getting
on in years.” (Luke 1:7) The expectation and hope of having
a child was gone, as far as Zechariah and Elizabeth were concerned.
Although
Zechariah and Elizabeth lived with a sense of khaher that pervaded
their lives, they had a strong trust in God. They did not succumb
to their khaher but rather succumbed to God’s love and
tender mercy. Their solid spirituality and relationship to God
gave them the strength to survive their khaher. They did not
ever lose their faith, but, even in their despair, trusted God
to care for them. And as Zechariah sang in his song of release
and joy, “the dawn from on high will break upon us, to
give light to those who sit in darkness and in the shadow of
death, to guide our feet into the way of peace.” Certainly
the “darkness and shadow of death” is an excellent
description of the khaher Elizabeth and Zechariah had felt until
God’s love gave them a child whom they named John.
As
Palestinians living under a long occupation I can only say that
in all the difficulties we face, there is a sense of khaher
in our hearts, similar to what Zechariah and Elizabeth felt,
a sense that oftentimes the world denies our humanity. As one
journalist asked me: “Do you have feelings as a Palestinian?”
The sense of being shamed and marginalized is a difficult experience.
When the journalist asked me this, I felt the khaher myself
– I felt the grinding pain, humiliation and powerlessness
deep in my inward parts. I am always praying to the Lord that
the Palestinians’ sense of khaher will not lead us to
hopelessness or frustration.
It
seems that time is now with the powerful political and military
forces, not with the powerless people. As Palestinians we are
forced to swallow injustice because the power games keep justice
from having a voice. The criteria of justice made by the powerful
does not include the truth of the situation. When we hear the
words and stories of the mass media we don’t hear the
truth, even though we know the truth very well. However, many
of our partner churches accompany us in our struggle and are
speaking out with the authentic voice of the voiceless
Palestinians
today are experiencing khaher – this sense of powerlessness,
humiliation, and defeat, this feeling of being weak and nothing
in the eyes of the world. We cry out for relief and release
from our darkness. Sometimes I think, “Why is our world
unjust? Why do we lack the biblical values of justice, peace
and reconciliation?” These questions come easily to mind
because true spirituality has lost its grasp in our world. In
our present time we live under the shadows of war, militarization,
spiral violence, self-interest, terrorism, consumerism and many
other threats to the innate dignity of human beings, to human
rights and even to human survival itself. We cry to God, “Save
us from this khaher! Rid us of this pain and hopelessness! Open
the eyes of the powerful to see justice and truth! Come and
be born in us! Incarnate yourself in us!”
It
is while we are feeling such defeat and discouragement that
the dawn from on high breaks upon us. It was in the time of
no hope for humanity, in difficulties, sorrow and impossibilities,
which Zechariah described as “darkness and the shadow
of death,” that the birth of the Savior, of Emmanuel –
God with us – took place in the little town of Bethlehem.
It was only then that Christ was born and that the angels told
the shepherds: “Do not be afraid, for to you a Savior
has been born.” (Luke 2:10-11) It is in this atmosphere
of khaher that the light of the dawn was born and could shine
so brightly. As we live in our own difficult times, we begin
to see that it truly is the Lord’s time to become incarnate
and to save the world from injustice and oppression, and from
its darkness.
Zechariah
and Elizabeth did not let themselves drown in khaher, easy as
that would have been in their circumstance. Rather, they clung
to God and trusted God’s promises of a Savior and of new
life. They experienced a deep spirituality with their God. Indeed,
our spirituality becomes our only armor against hopelessness
and nothingness. Our trust in the Lord, our Savior, becomes
our only hope in this world. Once we grow in this kind of spirituality,
then our world will be saved – not by our merits but by
God’s love on the cross and by experiencing God’s
justice and righteousness in the world. I pray that this Christmas
will be a time not only of joy but also a time of repentance
so that the Babe of Bethlehem may be born anew among us, even
in the darkest corners of the shadow of death.
As
we approach Christmas this year, I now see the khaher in the
eyes of the Palestinian people. We are all obliged to watch
the continuous construction of the Separation Wall and feel
helpless and powerless. We know it will create more injustice
and hatred, and less security. And I am asked by my people,
“How can we celebrate Christmas when such a wall is going
up – a wall that separates people, even our congregations,
and brings more suffering?” I tell my people, “Let
us concentrate on the story of the Incarnation. God could easily
have built a wall of separation because of human sin and iniquities.
But God has been so gracious and has chosen to be Emmanuel –
God with us. God sent his only Son to be one of us, to uproot
every wall of separation and to tell us that only the incarnation
of love and peace can have a real bearing in our lives.”
The Apostle Paul writes, “For Christ is our peace; in
his flesh he has made both groups into one and has broken down
the dividing wall, that is, the hostility between us.”
(Eph. 2:14) God does not want walls, and God calls us to insist
that no walls exist between human beings, neither material or
psychological walls. Christmas is a time to be getting rid of
all such walls, either in the Holy Land or in the whole world.
There is to be no Islamophobia, no anti-Semitism, no Christianophobia,
no Americanophobia, no Arabophobia, no Palestinianophobia, no
xenophobia or racism of any kind. We are calling from Jerusalem
to the politicians, the powerful, the decision-makers and to
all people of good will from all religions in the world to build
bridges through dialogue among cultures and civilizations –
to pull down every wall – to stop every kind of dehumanization,
demonization and stigmatization of other nations because we
need bridges, not walls. Christmas is calling for recognition
of the fact that the richness of our world is not in separation
and walls, nor is it in hiding in boxes. Richness is found in
the acceptance of the humanity of every culture, every nation
and every religion. The Incarnation has taught that we have
equal humanity in our various cultures. The story of the Babe
in the manger helps us to see the equal humanity of the Palestinian
shepherds who came to the manger as well as the three international
Magi who represented different cultures and civilizations.
For
this reason, the Christ Child calls for the acceptance of the
humanity of the other, of anyone who is different from us. It
is the acceptance of the otherness of the other. It is our spirituality
rooted in the Incarnation, the birth of Christ, which calls
us to act with humanity toward all of God’s children and
be bridgebuilders.
Christmas
also calls to Palestinians and Israelis to see God in the other
and accept the humanity of the other, to mutually recognize
each other’s human, civil, political and religious rights,
and to be rid of walls of separation and division. Israelis
are to see that their security is not in walls of separation
but in a reconciled Palestinian neighbor. Palestinians are to
see that their justice and freedom are in a reconciled Israeli
neighbor. It is only then that just peace and reconciliation
can become incarnate – only then will the dawn from on
high break upon us, and justice will prevail.